Life..
hmm nth much to post my life is damn booooring
well anw for the past few days i've been sick
the usaual flu package
it includes
wonderful headaches
itching throat
blocked nose
and muscle aches!
how wonderful
it may seem like im avioding geog cox i dun cme to school when there is!!
well i was wondering wheter i made the right choice by joining ncc
mabe i should have joined volleyball eh?
the people in my platoon SUX (pls note capital letters)

Stress..
damn is like a neverending stream of stress
it just keeps coming each time more overwhelming then the last
one day nv come then damn suay lor
zzz monday nv go school
then on monday got these freaking subject teachers
who choose to give work and complete in alot in school
and bring home the rest
NUGGET!all sub got hmwrk
maths, geog, chi, sci, eng
then i dun wan do.. maths i dunoe what the teacher talking abt
then geog.. no nid to further emphasize

Mem0ries..
i'll only post if there is another piece of my past i rmb
..was just going through my files.
then i found one file i had not touched..
ever since she left.
then memories of the past flooded into my head
rmbed how the letters got to me
i found the first anime drawing i ever attempted with her
lols.. just a head
then i still kept every single letter she sent to me
however significant or insignificant it was i kept it
posting a phrase from one of them..
walking don the lane
of memories. picking up
the memories as i walk
down... I did lyk 2 to put
them all back 2 one
piece with u...

Jux u & mi

lols..i wished and hoped after she left
that this would be fulfiled..
to this day im still waiting
even though if i had to wait forever
i'll do what it takes just to be with you

even as i view through the letters
pangs of guilt and sorrow overwhelm me
but at the same time..
i still have the joyful memories and pride
of just simply being with you..
and that eases the burden
to other people yor drawings maybe
simply a piece of paper with drawings on it
but to me they are precious pieces of art
which play an important part in my life and my character

life..
stress..
mem0ries..

life..~
lols now im posting again
so yea i got it 2e1 jumped from the 3 to the first
because of ? ?
science a1
english b3
literature a1
but!
chinese f9
math d7
=.= sian
now for sec 2 my
sci ca is 86.3 first in whole lv..
sweet

Stress..
haha
fked up now..
recently i have got alot of work to do
5 newspaper summary
21 pages geog
2 peices art work
eng compre
chi compo
today is fri
ltr got morning run
then at 3 30 got ncc till 6
at 6 counsillor duty(meet the parents sec 1)
till 8 45
reach home pack bag
for camp
on sat 8 o'clock camp
till mon 8 o'clock
thn 8 change to school uni
then service learning proj
from 8 till 1
how the fk am i gona do my work?
lols

Mem0ries..
recently..
been thinkin quite abit
cursing myself for my foolishness
my stupidity,
and
myself...
saw her a few days ago
she had the same look
hah... always that look
lols..
i miss her..
even though she left me
if you see this.. please..
i beg you..
forgive me
you said its too late..
it been so long
life is next to crap
without you
if hugs was leaves
i'd gif you a rain tree

if kisses was water
i'd gif you the ocean

if love was time
i'd gif you eternity
missing you with every
second of my life.

every particle of my soul and body
yearns to be with you.
without you.. i might as well be dead
life has a defination
but with you
life has a meaning..
i still love you
please
i want to be with you
even as the sands of time claims us
i will still find you and be with you
for that is all i want